Showing posts with label My Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Love. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

This post is dedicated to......

Today is a special day. A special day for a lady. (I think she love to be called lady than girl.) Who has being live in this world for 23 years. A special friend of mine who always be my side whenever I need her. (Of coz there's time when I just put her aside. ps:please dun get mad.) I am truly grateful to have her in my life at least for the past 5 and a half years and I wish for last til the end. I know this may sound silly or even hilarious to her (even when am writing this, i feel different) hahaha. Not to confess but just wanted to say something to you, about my best friend, Miss Jenny Lu. She is the youngest in our class but owes mingle with the elders, including me. If you ask me, what is the best part of her, I would answer, because she is my best friend. hahaha. Dun laugh,it is true! I think everyone knows me quite well. The ways I am and even sometime I am also get frustrated with myself. My hot temper and owes with the "Yes-No" button switch on and off.  Along the path, she is the one who stay and back to me (or maybe m her only friend?hahaha) Perhaps not. We are different in our ways. She is an outgoing person (looked like one) and very good in making friends. While, I am the opposite. She is a good speaker (not in Mandarin) and love talking! Seriously, she is chatty! I always tell her about that, and sometime i just can't stand with it and shouted "you are very noisy lar". then in fact of shutting up, she will answer you" If i really quiet, then you now m not ok, rite?" So, I go speechless. So, this is one of the funny parts of us. When we know that, we are not perfect to each other and might appeared annoying especially when we argued over something with different opinions. We might fight (orally) but in the end, everything goes back to normal. This is the part that i love the most about us. You are always be there.
I am not going to tell you the whole story about us. It is not the end, the middle, but it is just the beginning. I wish our friendship will stay last and just like the first time. (why sound like a lover's confession? =.=") Perhaps, we are each others' lover when we are still available. hahahah.On this day, I have no special gift for u, but I would like to give you my Best wishes with 101% sincerity.The hatred, the love, the tears that we shed, the laugh that we shared, I wish it will become one of your wonderful memories and be your dearest company in your future. Sorry for any mistakes that I have done or something that annoyed you, made you angry and getting more whitehair. You know, I did not mean it (hahahaha). And sorry again for not able to celebrate you special day with you (while we have done it for the past 5 years). I miss every moments we shared together and I really hope to you very soon.
Lastly, Happy Birthday to the one that often calls me "ah ma Kong"
May God bless you abundantly and shower you with tremendous love. 
Cheers! Love ya~~~
The "V" girl
very good in posing. 
cant recall when was this. hahaha.when ar?
i know you are a selfie-queen and this is one of your fav ones. ;)
Still remember the cupcakes? hahahah
Love this even though I looked fatigue here.hahaah
This was taken when my hair was short and it was still hot. I know you are pretty lar and you know it. 

wish to travel with you again and eat superb food!
the always "thumb up"girl


Saturday, January 18, 2014

Appreciate, now.

Seize the moment now.
and be grateful with what we have.
The future is too far for us to think about. The uncertainty.

Thank you my love. =)

Friday, January 3, 2014

Happy happy new year!!!

Happy New Year to all! yeah, its 2014!and this is my first post of the year. It'd been awhile I din update my blog as I was away for my hols. Hahaha.Hols is meant for doing nothing and RELAX (awesome) well, at least I spent more quality time with my family esp with my dad.

Yes, its new year. Want to do some throwback?(feeling meeehhh). I thk I have lost some memories about 2013(the fact that am getting older*sigh) anyway, I have good time in 2013 even though encountered some conflicts. But well, it is a part of our lives. 

As the time passes, I realised I have grown up. I mean I have to. Although no big issues or cases happened in the past few years, those little and minor things have tought me a lot. 

As for 2014, the year of horse (ma year), I don't expect much on it. For me, a new year  means another chance for me to reflect on myself and do better in next time. Since it is the final year for my study, I believe that I need to work hard to the max and enjoy it to the fullest! hehehe

Thanks 2013 and thank you God for everything! For blessing and loving my family, me and my friends. 

A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU!!! Being positive is always wonderful~~~It makes life less miserable. Be grateful for everything you have. Time do no wait and nth is eternal. Carpe diem. 


2014, ai ni yi shi. (love you forever).
Wishing that this year will continue be a good or better year for me.
 To my family and friends,
All all the best! and stay healthy (seriously)
and
always be happy~~^_^

#timepassesthingschangeButlearningdoesnotstop

~Have a nice weekends~

Monday, October 28, 2013



想爱却不能爱。
终于明白那种感觉了。
每次的邂逅,
并不代表是开始。
也许,只是昙花一县。
不会再犯第二次。
毕竟,受过的伤还隐隐作痛。
有一种爱,
藏在心里就好。
而我也只是喜欢你。
来不及爱,
就不敢再走下去了。
或许,
对你来说,不知道一切事情真相是不公平的。
但是,
对我们彼此是无疑最有利的。
依然是朋友,
却不敢再动心了。
希望你能明白,也不会再想了。
我们都错了。把事情想得太简单,未来想得太近。
可以说是没勇气吧!但是,我不想再受伤了。
一样的情况,
不想再一头栽进去。
可能会觉得可惜,但是,
在错的时间,遇到对的人不是件好事。
哪怕,你。。并不是对的人。
原来,
那伤口,还在。只是麻木了痛。痛,就之所以不在了。
直到有天,机会来到,我才发现我有多懦弱,有多怕受伤。我, 再也不是以前那个坚强的我了。
面对感情,我。。。。变得更胆小了。
我缺乏安全感。所以,我从我身边的人得到我要的安全感。
这几年,一直在放手。
放开一些,我不想要的。
放开一些,我想要的。
事事不能如愿啊~所以, 努力的学会放下,放手。 但是却很怕,幸福就会被放走。。
有时候,真的很矛盾。
很累了,不想在为这些事情而烦了。
答应自己,
过得更快乐!! ^_^v

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

When the love blooms

Last week, I went to Kundasang with my classmates. 
I really enjoyed the trip and love all my friends.
It was freaking cold but the screnary was truelly breathtaking! 
I would like to stay there since the ppl there were so fair and prettyyy..ahaha...But after some thinking, I decided not to..hehehe...(coz it's really cold!!!)



































Sunday, June 16, 2013

Welcome back!

Finally, "honeymoon" is over.
Welcome back to the reality.
And I wish all the best to myself and friends.
Continue fighting! 
 and about the results?
I dun ave any idea...and started to worry.
#finger crossing

Today is Father's day.
My hero's day. Wishing all the fathers in this world Happy Father's Day.
Love you, daddy and my cute uncle.hahahah....
May God bless you all always.

Monday, May 13, 2013

曾经,我们也幸福过

妈妈,
母亲节快乐!

身在远方的您,好吗?
身体没出状况吧?
想念我们吗?

我。。。
想您了。
对不起,
离你,
越来越远。

对不起,
却又更靠近了。
可是,
却无法相见。

妈妈,
曾经,
我们也很幸福过。

曾经,
我们也那么开心过。

可是,
却都只是曾经。

以为,
会很久,很久。

原来,
有过幸福,
才懂得,
幸福。

妈妈,
我们爱您。

I love you, mum.
Missing you. 

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

真正的祝福

以前,
有个女孩,和一个男孩。
他们曾经是好朋友。
最后,
他们是情人。

以前,
他们很喜欢对方。
他们很希望永远都能够和彼此在一起。
不过,
后来变了。

女孩变得多疑,
男孩变得无心。
就这样,
分手了。

后来,
女孩哭了。
男孩。。。。。

后来,
女孩不哭,却疼。
男孩找到了她。

他和她,
就这样,
在一起了。

那时候,
流言满天飞。
女孩选择不相信。
女孩。。还是女孩。

一年后,
女孩,还是女孩。
男孩,要结婚了。


女孩知道后,
特别高兴。
 不知道为什么。
就是很开心,甚至感动。
可能,
因为,
她爱过的男孩终于找到真爱了。

那一刻,
她才发现,
原来,
那才是真正的祝福。
爱,
也不过是如此。

Friday, January 25, 2013

信爱

如果,
你还相信爱情,
那就去追吧~

如果,
你还相信爱情,
那就等吧~

很喜欢这一句话,
“单身,
一旦久了,
是会上瘾的。”

如果,
我们还相信爱情,
请允许自己,
痛哭流泪吧。

如果,
我们还相信爱情,
请允许自己,
发疯似的笑吧。

如果,
我们还爱着,
被爱着,
甚至,
不被爱了,
那么,
还欠些什么?

都是,
幸福的。


#爱,之所以爱,只因我的心里有个你。

 
 


Saturday, January 19, 2013

她们的故事,我的心事

他/她们说,
他/她们看,
他/她们想着。

故事说,
有这样的一件事。
你,我和他/她。
在同一个世界,
不同的时间。
相遇了。

你笑了,
我笑了,
她也笑了。
她哭了,
你哭了,
我也哭了。

说着说着,
说到我了。
聊着聊着,
原来,
我们都一样。

爱,
从来不曾离开。
爱,
从来就不会被背叛。
会变的是人心,
会改的是心情。

别人,
哦,不是别人。
就 
  你,
我
他/她。

你们,我们,他们。
一爱,
宇宙就变小了。
小得,
终于可以在这熙熙攘攘的人海里,
听见,
看见。。。
自己的摸样。
就算,
是倒影也好。

谢谢你,谢谢我,谢谢他/她。
 爱,
就
更爱了。
 

Friday, January 11, 2013

2013

oho~~都过了一个星期了
都过了那么久了才发2013年第一篇。
哇哈哈哈
paiseh 啦,
本人最近有点懒,
而且也没什么时间,
想不到有什么好的点子来讲。

哈哈,
anyway,
我还是很像跟大家说2013新年快乐!Happy 2013~~~ohoooooo.
哈哈,
新年超开心的,
其实也并没有,因为又老一岁啦~~·
而且厚,
每次过完一年,
终觉得自己好像在浪费了时间,
浪费一年的时间。
如果你突然问我在过去的一年里,
我干了那些大事,
我会。。。。
顿时,
脑袋空白。
想不出,
也好像,
memory card search 不到files.and the results is "no search found"
咳~~
真的。
过去一年里,
或许,
真的并没有发生一些让我很印象超级深刻的事。
因为,
我这个人满健忘的。
哈哈。
不过,
也要感谢老天也,让我在过去的一年里,
能够平平安安的,顺顺利利的度过。
也很感谢牠, 那么保佑所有我爱的人和爱我的人 。
也很感恩,我过去一年的所得,所失。
爱呀~~那么大!

还有,还有,
世界没有末日。
而且还很平安的过了呢~~呵呵!
还有,还有,
世界会更好~
因为,
我相信。
还有还有,
最重要的是,
我的驾照。。。考到啦~~~啦啦啦啦 *超开心的说!
那种愿望能实现的感觉真的很棒!
一直以来,
我超想拿驾照的, 因为,
回归于我的本性。
就是,
不喜欢麻烦别人~
所以,
有了这个 “通行证”
我就可以 “肆无忌惮”的 “横行霸道”
哈哈哈哈!!!!
开。。。。。玩笑的啦~~~
虽然,
驾照不是买的,
可是,
我的技术,我承认得必须加以练习。
但很肯定的,
也没有很烂!因为,车子是一定会动的! *enjin tak mati lo*

还有啊~~
其实我很不想说,
就是,
考车的时候,
糗事发生了。
我上岭的时候,差点就fail料~~~
因为太紧张的关系,
提早按break,
结果不到黄线~ 囧
 不过幸好,
我还没举手,
考官看了我,
就问我 :“ mahu jalan terus atau sekali lagi?"
此话一出,
我。。。。。
: “boleh sekali lagi kah?"
很明显,我不相信!
因为我师父跟我说:“哪里有第二次机会的?”
所以咯,
我带着满满怀疑的语气,再加上勉强挤出来的笑容,问问了他~
结果?
还是没到啊~*其实有进到一。。。一。。。点点*
haih~~
有时候我真的相信,好心有好报的这种话,考官竟然叫我自己看。
考官 :u sendiri tgk, ada masuk kah?
me : hurrmmm???!!!*心里充满自信的,厚着脸皮说*ADAAAAAAA~~~~
考官: *质疑的眼神从我眼角一刷而过,我不敢直视!* kalau ada, ADALAH~~
me : !!!!!pweeeeeeeeeeetttttttt! OH YES!难以置信的瞬间,迫不及待往下一关前进!
妈呀~~~我真的不知道我良心到哪儿了。
既然,
一点感谢话都没说。
其实有啦~
就是,之后的事情~~哈哈哈
天啊~超好笑的。
我想厚,
如果你们能够看到我那时表情,
一定会笑到尖牙不见眼啦!
嗯,
就是这样,
而且,
我还认识了新朋友哦~~~嘿嘿
是一位很可爱的女生,
跟她还蛮有缘的~~

新年~~
有什么新愿景?
嗯,
很平常叻~~~
就是,
吃得好,睡得饱,
天天快乐,没烦恼~
够官方了吧???
哈哈~~~
其实,
也没有很特别,
就是,
希望自己能够变成更好的人,
就是,
比以前好。
更要学习如何去爱人,
懂得爱~
也学习如何被爱~

希望,
自己能够一直努力,勇敢的走下去。
或许,
目的地,
还是很模糊,
但是,
至少,我不停留于过去~

希望,
一切如愿。
爱情,
随缘。
学业,
更上一城楼。
自己,家人,朋友,
加油!
2013~爱你一生! 
~GOD BLESS ALL~