Wonder~

I am wondering now.

Do you like me actually?

Who am I to you?

If you really gt the feelings,

please tell me.

BUT,

definitely nt now.

Remember?

We were used to be close last time.

And now,

Maybe we can turn back the situation like last time, like what we used to it.

But,

what to do?

AM still WAITING,

AM still WONDERING.

WHY,

the word seems like never come out from your mouth.

A word that can make everythg clear and settle. 

Aigoooooo >.<".......

BIG IV~Program Anak Angkat. * I call her mummy. :)

I just done with BIG Phase IV. The program is called Anak Angkat. I did it at Kg. Banjar, Keningau. I have 10 siblings including other 4 adik angkat. Hehe. 3D2N. We felt so shy and difficult to move at first. We have no idea on what to call her. At last, we call her "mummy". Yeah, seriously. It was so awkward. But soon after, the awkwardness began to lost. I love my family angkat. Or I should say my family. We are really like a family where my mummy takes care of us very well. I learnt a lot from her and she is bit talkative which can break the silence and uneasiness between us. My little brother, Asyraf. My little sister, Fazlina or Nina.and My mummy, Hasmi.

What a lovely family. Although we only spent few days at there, but I can feel how close and how love I have them all. They are not really wealthy but their love is worth than anything. On the last day, my mummy cried. Ohhhhh, my muummy, You are being so lovely. I never know that we meant so much to you. I apologise for everything. If I have more time, I am sure I can do better and do more for you. Mummy, please don't cry. We surely will meet one day. We won't forget the promise we made. Hari Raya Haji, is comingggg....ngeeee......

My family angkat *the little girl in peace-the girl nextdoor.haha

Left to right : Daya, Asyraf, Nina and Rhodeon. ^_^

The neighbors

My mummy. <3 b="b">

My brothers : Teo and Rhodeon

On the way to KG.BANJAR *nervous*kunun

The ladies. *Smile*Like this

 

The faces under the lens.

Huh? what did u say?

oh, the camera is here..hehe

like newly wed meh we two? aigoo...btw, this is just nice.like it. ^_^

peep-a-boo

obviously, the POLO behind..@_@

my siao fren

acting cute. perghhhh~~~>.<"

bat woman?

my award for the nite, miss committed. yeah~~doubt it! hehehe

pity the fork..huhu

My New Baby~

Yeah, finally I bought a camera.

The first camera that I own in my life.

It is just a simple, normal digital camera with 16 mega pixels.

I like the red colour, though nt many ppl like it.

Anyway,

I just simply like it.

hehehehe....

So,I did some try out. heheheheh

the man on bike

you see what you want to see

Best friend

apa u tgk2? >.<".. * accidentally captured

the sister and the brother~

doggy

Sorry

Why it is so difficult for u to speak the word out?

If u really mean for forgiveness, at least, you should say it.

I never noe, our friendship meant dat much to you.

I was shocked and I am glad.

To have u, 

this fren.

Everything seems to be over and turn to be normal again.

But,

am still waiting,

For

A

Word.

# Iappreciatewhatudidforme. 

  

It's me! ^_^

yeah , skema~~ @_@

wan a kiss? hehehe

aigooo.. >.<"...*perasan

^_<

Hi, it has been a long time I did not update my blog.

This few weeks, I am so busy with my study. 

Lots of works and events happened in the college. By the way, I already get used to it. Time flies and I have been spending my time here almost three years. Things happened and changed. 

Okay, what should I write actually. Or what do I want to tell then? Alright. Let's talk about something aspiring. Last Monday, my class were incharged for the assembly and the theme was "kemerdekaan". So, I was asked to prepare multimedia presentation. The video taken was good and the response was awesome. Praises were here and there. We felt so glad to hear that especially from our beloved lecturers. Well, actually I did not do much for the video. I just download the video and passed to my frenz to do the editing. Thanks a lot for the awesome video and congrats to all who participated in the video making. It is indeed nice then!

On that day too, a special story was shared by our lecturer. She mentioned this guy in the assemble. She showed a presentation about him, Muhamad Hafiz Bin Ismail .What is so special about him? I am so inspiring after heard about him. He is the role model for all of us. He is a newly graduate teacher. A young man who serves in a rural school in Perlis. He is just a normal guy who ambitious to be a good teacher. He started his teaching career at 2010. He is a mathematics teacher. So, again, what's soooo special about him then? He wins a number of awards from pur prime minister and achieves several personal achievement through his blog. He is a BLOGGER! Yeah, he is. So, he got known to everyone through his blog. He begins his blog since he was in secondary school. He is so active in his blog and almost undate everyday. 

Unlike other fancy blogs that some ppl do, his blog is mostly talks on his teaching career and life.His feelings and experiences on teaching. Not only that, he does share his creative teaching ideas. He is creative indeed! I watched how he taught the students in rural area who have low language proficiency level to remember the days and months by using "dikir barat" chanting. They can chant it and they enjoy it actually.

Due to the lack of resource in the school, Hafiz does everything for his pupils. He made the teaching aids by himself. Although, there is a limited access of teaching and learning resources, it does not wash away his spirit to teach the pupils. His hard work, his sincerity and commitment are there which WE CAN SEE, WE CAN FEEL. He is really a product of teacher institute, a good one, a quality one. So, who say IPG can't produce qualified educators? 

 In fact, everyone of us can be "Hafiz" . Just that, we need to take action. An action towards successful. Even a little step will make different. No one of us should be underestimated. Eveyone has their won talents and potential. Just that, we need to discover ourselves and take actions. Do not just talk over  paper but do something that can show to everyone. and Hafiz has did it! He proved it and Your story is inspiring and motivating us. Keep your work,Hafiz. AND all the best to everyone in pursuing our dreams. 

*Here is the link directed to his blog:

http://www.apistakkisah.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2012-08-22T16:53:00%2B08:00&max-results=2&start=4&by-date=false