Appreciate, now.

Seize the moment now.
and be grateful with what we have.
The future is too far for us to think about. The uncertainty.

Thank you my love. =)

The truth

The more that I discover about human,
the more that I love dogs. 

#peoplechangeBUThopeneverfade#

或许这就是成长的滋味

过了一个年，好像瞬间长大了。
知道了一些事情，
其实一点也不好过。

难道这就是长大的滋味？

对于去年一整年来说，我是过得不错的了。

家人都很好，
我也很好。

虽然，感情一直空窗，但是我还是过得很好。

经历了一些事之后，才会发现自己要的是什么。
过去的懵懂无知，造就了今天的我。

有些事，是怎么学，也学不会个精通。
那些课本没写的，我们都得一一去发现，去亲身体会。
体验人生。
人生是无常的，是无奈的，无理的，
但是，
地球还是照样转，日子还是得过。
我很常在想，如果我一直的这样想下去，什么时候才会是尽头?
 以前很爱找答案，总觉得任何事情都得有个解释，交代。
随着时间飞逝，我才渐渐明白不是每件事都有答案，
 是自己无法释怀，无法交代的是对自己的心。
拿得起，总得学习放下。
如果每件事都爱转牛角尖，都得把事事看的彻底，
那么， 我们并不会快乐。
知道越多，并不代表会明白更多。甚至有时候，只会增加对对方的猜测。
多余的猜疑，会让人很痛苦。
而往往痛的只有一个人知道而已，那就是自己。
而为何要和自己过不去？

我在学习。我的人生还很长。
我在学习，如何面对生活的种种。
那些快乐和不快乐，
那些真相和谎言，
那些善良和恶意，
那些爱与不爱。

人生有两条路要走。
一条，是必须走的。
而另一条，是我们想走的。
我们必须把必须走的，走完，
才可以把那条想走的，走的漂亮。

人生没有绝对的黑与白，
却有着灰色地带。
放宽心看世界，
会比较好过点。
毕竟

Happy happy new year!!!

Happy New Year to all! yeah, its 2014!and this is my first post of the year. It'd been awhile I din update my blog as I was away for my hols. Hahaha.Hols is meant for doing nothing and RELAX (awesome) well, at least I spent more quality time with my family esp with my dad.

Yes, its new year. Want to do some throwback?(feeling meeehhh). I thk I have lost some memories about 2013(the fact that am getting older*sigh) anyway, I have good time in 2013 even though encountered some conflicts. But well, it is a part of our lives. 

As the time passes, I realised I have grown up. I mean I have to. Although no big issues or cases happened in the past few years, those little and minor things have tought me a lot. 

As for 2014, the year of horse (ma year), I don't expect much on it. For me, a new year  means another chance for me to reflect on myself and do better in next time. Since it is the final year for my study, I believe that I need to work hard to the max and enjoy it to the fullest! hehehe

Thanks 2013 and thank you God for everything! For blessing and loving my family, me and my friends. 

A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU!!! Being positive is always wonderful~~~It makes life less miserable. Be grateful for everything you have. Time do no wait and nth is eternal. Carpe diem. 


2014, ai ni yi shi. (love you forever).
Wishing that this year will continue be a good or better year for me.
 To my family and friends,
All all the best! and stay healthy (seriously)
and
always be happy~~^_^

#timepassesthingschangeButlearningdoesnotstop

~Have a nice weekends~

想爱却不能爱。

终于明白那种感觉了。

每次的邂逅，

并不代表是开始。

也许，只是昙花一县。

不会再犯第二次。

毕竟，受过的伤还隐隐作痛。

有一种爱，

藏在心里就好。

而我也只是喜欢你。

来不及爱，

就不敢再走下去了。

或许，

对你来说，不知道一切事情真相是不公平的。

但是，

对我们彼此是无疑最有利的。

依然是朋友，

却不敢再动心了。

希望你能明白，也不会再想了。

我们都错了。把事情想得太简单，未来想得太近。

可以说是没勇气吧！但是，我不想再受伤了。

一样的情况，

不想再一头栽进去。

可能会觉得可惜，但是，

在错的时间，遇到对的人不是件好事。

哪怕，你。。并不是对的人。

原来，

那伤口，还在。只是麻木了痛。痛，就之所以不在了。

直到有天，机会来到，我才发现我有多懦弱，有多怕受伤。我， 再也不是以前那个坚强的我了。

面对感情，我。。。。变得更胆小了。

我缺乏安全感。所以，我从我身边的人得到我要的安全感。

这几年，一直在放手。

放开一些，我不想要的。

放开一些，我想要的。

事事不能如愿啊~所以， 努力的学会放下，放手。 但是却很怕，幸福就会被放走。。

有时候，真的很矛盾。

很累了，不想在为这些事情而烦了。

答应自己，

过得更快乐！！ ^_^v

And then, here the story goes.....

Sometimes, 
We need to sacrify to get something.
As for a relationship, we need to get hurt at first, then we will only learn and know how to become a better person, probably, it teaches us the real meaning of love.

I met a lot of ppl in my life. Boys and girls, men and women. They all are so different and unique on their own ways. And sometimes, I do not understand  their doings but most of the time, I learn from them. 

I see how funny our lives can be, how cruel the reality can be and how strong are we to cope and endure all these things. 

To all my friends,
Please stay strong until the end of the world.
Please remember the one who cares about you, and love you.
Please keep in mind that, there are so many things outside there that are more worth for you to chase after.
If we had a dream, and we know that it might not come true, then change the dream.

No one is going to die without someone.
They come and touched our lives for some reasons which we might not able to see it now. I believe, one day, when we reach to a point, we will only aware of all the ideas behind these and all we can do is just smile.

It hits my mind when I know the truth, *I hope it's the truth.
I am nt sure of the feelings that I have now. But somehow, I feel like I was being treated like a fool.
A fool that overconfident all over herself.
A fool that always believes that nothing is going to happen and things will remain the same.

I duno what you thk all this while, but to me, you are a good friend and I appreciate it. Things change and do humans.  

Just come and go.
 Hi and bye. 
That's how life goes. 
At the end, who will be waiting there?
I also don't know (=.=".......)

Alright, enough for tonight. 
Gonna spend more time on study. *seriously, I have been wasting time like hell!*

GOODNIGHT PEEPS! 

 

When the love blooms

Last week, I went to Kundasang with my classmates. 
I really enjoyed the trip and love all my friends.
It was freaking cold but the screnary was truelly breathtaking! 
I would like to stay there since the ppl there were so fair and prettyyy..ahaha...But after some thinking, I decided not to..hehehe...(coz it's really cold!!!)