如果你能

如果， 

只是如果。

如果你明白，

如果你懂得我是怎么想，

如果你能为了我而改，

如果你不是那样子，

如果。。。。。。

那就真的不再是你自己了。

没什么，

很random.

全世界晚安。

要为接下来的papers打拼了。

Just MUSIC!!!!!

 终于考完啦。。。。。keyboard amali而已。

哈哈。还蛮开心的。

可是，

也还蛮伤心的。

我的分数并不是很满意。

如果可以，

能够再考的好一点的话，

我想我会更开心。

算了，

就像uncle说的，

也不完全实现我的实力。

时间真的太短了。

如果，

仪器足够，时间充足，

我想我会拿到更好的。

好吧~~

我想，

我还得多多自我检讨。

 算了，

只能尽力了。必须专心为接下来的paper加油。

我其实也没为自己set target,只希望成绩不要跌。

我真的，得失心很重。

搞得我每次考试都很辛苦。

可不可以就不要那么贪心？？？

老天爷，

拜托您帮帮我吧~~~

 

对了，

我想，

我真的，

就算了，

我不想为别人而活。

如果你们觉得我，

难相处，

长得凶，

说话很直接。

那么，

请不要怪我。

我并没恶意。

其实，

我只是不懂要怎样讨好别人罢了。

我觉得，

真心最重要。

我不会巴结，

我不会特地说你好话。

当我说你好，

你就真的很好。

我不会看脸色做事情。

我把人情和事分的很清楚。

换句话说，

我很白目。

可是，

我不假。

所以为什么，

我很少真心朋友。

因为，

很少人会受得了我的性格。

有时候，

我会想，

我是不是该检讨？

我该不该为了一个好印象，为了让更多人喜欢，

特地去巴结人？？？

我尝试，

可是，

我觉得很内疚。

我觉得违背自己的心去做事，

好痛苦。

我不会，

真的不会。

没人懂我？

没关系，

至少，

我不会害人。

现在，

唯一让我继续活下去的理由，

就只有，

家人。

没有其他。

他们是我的唯一支柱。

有他们明白，

就够了。

所以，

我不会改吧？

应该不会。

那些，

被我吓到的人，

我应该说“对不起”吗？

别怕，

我没有恶意。

如果，

你真的被我吓到，

那，

就真的你太胆小了。

我并不可怕，

可怕的是，

那些对着你笑的人。

因为，

有太多你不知道的事。。。。。。。。

 

Safe and sound

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound


AND NOW,
YOU HAD LEFT ME ALL ALONE.......

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up [Official Music Video]

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

达当~~~

这是我亲手做的教材， （除了file以外）。
很可爱吧？
那个袋袋是我亲手缝的。
虽然，
品质有点差，
但是，
这可是我亲手一针一线缝制的。
花了我两天的时间。
这里贴贴，那里黏黏，
这样就完成了我的kit.
真的好舍不得把它交给学院.:(
我还特地做的"NOT FOR SALE"的标签。
希望，
用它的人可以善用。
真的，
之前我还跟讲师argue，说改完后，分数给了后，就还给我，可是，他就是硬说不行。那是Hak milik kerajaan!!!!哈？？？
花了那么多时间，那么一笔$，结果就成了Kerajaan的料~~~
有点悲咯~~~~

某人，
看到了厚？
之前，答应你说要po上来的。
嘿嘿。
我没放你飞机。只是迟了些。:P

你愛上的我

Dedicated to my love ones~

Hey you all there, look here! am going to cha, No matter what is happened, you STILL GOT ME HERE. I know, sometime YOU:

1) Wana laugh, JUST LAUGH! I WILL LAUGH WITH YOU
2)Wana CRY, JUST CRY! I SURE NOT WILL CRY WITH YOU, BUT AM HERE. LEND YOU MY SHOULDERS.

I am not a superwoman or fairy. I have no power to change or guarantee what you want! I am just a normal girl. But, WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU-AM OWES HERE FOR YOU.

GIRLs and BOYs,
We are the same,in fact.
I ever thought that I was the only one who need you all.
But,
now,
I have awaken. YOU ALL need me More!!
Sorry for all this while.
I ignored and abandoned what you felt.:(

Dear,
I know, you bear too much pain and tears than that you could.
I know,
Because we are just too close.
I can't lost you.
It is just simple enough, I LOVE YOU!
I never tell, but, I am sure, you FEEL IT!
that's what A REAL FREN FOR!

We ever fight!
We ever argue!
But it doesnt matters.
Our relationships is getting stronger.
I wish it will last forever.

DEAR,
BE STRONG.
I WILL PRAY FOR YOU.
REMEMBER,
MY SHADOW WILL NEVER FADE AWAY.
OWES BE YOUR SIDE.