As If .......

As If Like I Don't Care.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2013/5/19/nation/13122310&sec=nation

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2013/5/19/nation/13122310&sec=nation

曾经,我们也幸福过

妈妈，

母亲节快乐！

身在远方的您，好吗？

身体没出状况吧？

想念我们吗？

我。。。

想您了。

对不起，

离你，

越来越远。

对不起，

却又更靠近了。

可是，

却无法相见。

妈妈，

曾经，

我们也很幸福过。

曾经，

我们也那么开心过。

可是，

却都只是曾经。

以为，

会很久，很久。

原来，

有过幸福，

才懂得，

幸福。

妈妈，

我们爱您。

I love you, mum.

Missing you. 

Traiiiiiiii

Happy ever after?

Hurmmm..

We are not perfect, but we TRY to be.

Life isn't perfect either, but there are always some perfects moments in our lives which makes the journey worth-while.

I want to TRY,

I will TRY,

And,

I need to TRY!

I like the song, "Try" by Pink.

The lyrics inspires me!

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try

Excuses? Reasons?

Everything that we do, we do have a reason for it.

But sometime,more often, we always find thousands of reasons to do something.

I mean, excuses.

Is it difficult to ADMIT that we are WRONG?

Do we really need to THE WINNER of every time's ARGUMENTS ?

Do we UNDERSTAND what the real situation is?

Do we really do our best to avoid any HURT feelings towards anyone?

Do we THINK about our parents, our God before we act or say something?

And do you believe in Karma?

Yes, I do believe. I am a Buddhist and I believe. But what influences me the most is that I do see Karma happens everyday in everyone around me, including myself. Buddhist believe that every actions we do, it will affects others, especially our family. It is bond and linked well. So, never underestimate the power of our words and acts. I admit, I am just a normal person who do mistakes like others. But, there are some principles that grounded in me and I always hold into it.

I understand every individual has his/her own personalities and ways of lives.However, in certain aspects,what we normally will do or should do, or what we call "common sense" things, we do expect others to do the same. And I coined it as The rules of life. 

1. Respect others. No matter who we are, where we at, or how close we to a person, never ever try to manipulate them. Especially, the elders, our teachers, our friends and etc. 

2. Play smart. Frankly speaking, people nowadays, in order to survive, need to play smart.No matter how nice you are to others, there is always a "devil" tries to kill you. You do nothing wrong, but still you are summoned for some faults. Silly isn't? I have seen many alike cases happened in my live. And I am one of the victims. Play smart, think fast to protect ourselves. People are good in masking up themselves in any cases. So, do not let ourselves get into unreasonable troubles.

3. As we grow up, we learn. Although, people say that AGE is just a number and it does not show our maturity, over the years, certainly, we went through countless lives incidents and gained experiences. With this, at least, we learn something from our past. I wonder why some people are still unable to think maturely? At least, matured than before. Why they are still act like a Form 5 student? Why they never think of others? Come on, we are the teachers-to-be, don't we think that its time for us to change? To be a real teacher?

4. We mean what we said. Word is one of the powerful weapons in this world. So, watch over our words. The responsibility is there. Maybe we just try to pull someone's legs, but, things may turn out bad to the receiver. It is hurt enough to make you cry. But you have no one to blame coz you want to maintain the relationship right? Especially someone who is close to you and difficult to understand people's feelings. That's is difficult.

5.  Nothing is free in this world. Want something? Try hard, work hard and dun give up easily. If just saying that you want this and that without actions, then you are simply dreaming and it never come true.

6. Behave well. I mean, do what we are supposed to do. As we realised that there are no more sayings that I just do what I like. I don't care. It's not your business. Well, try it and will see the consequences are more than we could imagine. Don't believe? Just try la....You are just making others suffering and you gonna eat yourselves in some other times. Please la, really2 irresponsible, you know? I mean, common sense and you act like you are right and nothing to sorry for. 

#Disappointed and hope for a better change. 

 Pray & don't give up# 

2+2=???opsss..nt gyiyomi! is 4!

Hello~~It has been awhile I din update my blog.

Finally, the month has passed and let's us welcome the new month~May.

Well,

during the last month, I had gone through countless of experiences which made numerous first time for me.

For the first time, I joined "English Language Public Speaking" in KL. (wa, so far away~). I went with my friend and my beloved lecturer. It was a national stage of competition and had met alot of ppl there. It was a great experience for me even though I did not get any place. But, a big clap for my friend as she appeared to be the second winner of the contest. She deserved it. =) Congrats!

Take a shoot before the competition. *nervous*

my pren. Jenny...confident nya~~hehe

this is me..hahaha

during impromptu speech, "Honesty is the best policy"

with all the contestants

Me, Miss Nab and Jenny

with the judges, left: Mdm.Vasantha, and Mdm. Doreen

enjoy~~

congratulations!

the Golden Bow.

guess where was I at.hehehe

First time taking train..uhuhu...nice.

Jenny..you were so excited huh?hahha

yeah...in airport...

Chocolate...My fav,always

in the flight..mau juga ambil gambar..haih..　：Ｐ

Roti Impit...nice..love it..

Nasi lemak with super big fried chicken. See!We managed to finish it all..wahahha

We always love to eat. hehee

waiting for our turns..

Second time of the first time, I became the emcee for "English Spelling Competition" in my school and again, it was a district level event. At first, I felt okay but I was nervous as the event started.And lastly, I din even know hw was my performance and just left the school. So not dare to hear any comments. 

And, I was so lucky that to have the chance to join the "Mini Symposium" which organised by the British Council under the English Language Teaching Development Programme, ELTDP. I gained a lot of ideas in teaching the language. I also had the opportunity to learn Murut language. It was fun! Apart from that, there was also mini exhibition on English activities that held in schools. The teachers are so creative and have put a lot of efforts in making learning the language interesting to pupils. 

Headmasters & teachers

our lunch..nice rite?hehe

us!

us again...with miss susan..:D

it's me in our new batik..hehe

A bless indeed

some of the teachers' work for their pupils.

I like this idea...hurmm..should try it next time..heheh

Dun know what to write already. So many things wanted to share. Its ok! Let's the pictures speak for me...ahahah #dasar org malas~~

Overall, I had met great ppl, beautiful things and no doubt, It was a challenging and yet fruitful month for me. Thanks God.