tada~~~I have my bang back again~~hehe

with my new hair bang. hehe.look bit different hooooooo

mmmmmmmmmm

变质

人生，

是个变数。

很多东西都会时间，

而变质。

我觉得，

那些不会变质的，

是奇迹。

包括友情。

我不知道最近是不是想太多了。

还是，

我们都太忙了。

渐渐地，

没话题了。

渐渐地，

疏远了。

没想到，

会这样。

是你变了吗？

还是，

我？

试着找出原因。

只是，

我还没找到。

也许，

没有理由。

我，

在气。

气自己，

没办发好好地跟你说清楚。

好像跟你说，

你哪里做错了。

你又有那些令人骄傲的。

我不配当你的好友，

只因为，

我没那股勇气，

去面对。

我承认有时候，

我很嫉妒你。

可是，

我却无法不承认，

你本来就应该得到的。

我们关系，

真的超过一切了吗？

是我吗？

是我的错吗？

从以前，

你陪我走过很多。

我谈恋爱到失恋，

你都在。

到现在，

你或许也还在，

只是感觉不一样了。

你，

是在改变吗？

尝试着改变吗？

而我？

算什么？

如果说这是我们之间必须面对的。

那么，

我该如何面对？

分享过那么多。

要如何，如何。。。

请你告诉我吧~

不要在保持沉默了。

有时，

会累的。

两个世界，

两颗心。

是不是要彼此走过彼此的世界，

才能更靠近对方？

我的李大仁

我很想找个李大仁。

真的很想。

一辈子，就只有那么一个。

可是，

谁会是我的李大仁？

谁会愿意？

或许，

不是每个人的生命里都会有个李大仁。

而我呢？

会有这么一个吗？

也许，

有着。

也许，

我根本就没发觉。

有时候，

真的以为有那么一位。

只是，

感觉好不确定。

 

给我找个人呗~

我想对他说 ：“ 有你，真好”。

晚安了，

亲爱的。

God know better

yes, God know much better than us.

I saw ppl doing thing.

I always keep reminding myself not to judge people. (good or bad)

Coz, I know, GOD KNOW BETTER THAN US.

No body is flawless, BUT

I believe that we can, CAN, try our best to do something that is RIGHT~

So, here again, what do you mean by RIGHT?

Now then the conflicts start.

I really can't understand, and have no idea to define what is a good person means?

So much work and so much things to be done.

Along the weeks,my eyes are opened as well as my mind.

I have learn something far beyond what other people can see. Perhaps, they saw it too.

I realise that people have two sides, that is bad and good. Me too. 

and when ppl are nice to u, they are really nice.

But, when they turn into the other side, they are desperately scary~

I dun know why we must like this.

But as far as I concern,

My bad side is yet to reveal. Just that, I knw what is the situation, and I dun wan to get myself into troubles.

I am trying to control and keep God's words in heart. That is GOD KNOW BETTER THAN US.

So,

when ppl are angry at me, 

when ppl are talking bad about me,

when ppl are angry over triffle,

when ppl are talking bad about someone.

I just HEAR and IGNORE.

sometimes, I wonder alot about these nonsense things.

Now then, I realise, it is a must and a past and parcel of life. Isn't?

When there is no way out, love is the only way.

I dun like to hate ppl, UNLESS ppl make me hate them on purpose.

I dun like to talk bad or big mouth about ppl, coz I believe it is a wasting of time.

Yet, not everyone is like that.

We need to accept the differences exit among ourselves, INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENCES.

Everyone is unique in their own way.So. do I.

As I grow older,

Life is seems to be more and more complicated.

Sometimes, it is just so difficult to define "Happiness" in our lives.

Agree?

We are too greedy. We want more, more and more.

I admit that at times, I am like that too.

But, am glad that, I am getting improve.

My emotions, My feelings,

Should control and hide.

But when I can take it no more longer, I must find something to do.(making handicraft, jogging, and bla3....)

something that I like to do with.

I have nobody.

Yet,

I am going to educate ppl.

Okay,

this is for the teachers out there and teachers-to-be,

Just bear in mind, 

"How are we going to educate ppl, if we can't educate ourselves?"

  

Every human is selfish, so do I.

BUt, we must know how to look at the condition.

Do think twice before we speak and act.

I thk we have forgotten that the words that we speak and action that we take will bring changes to the ppl surround us.(positive or negative)

So, THINK TWICE PLEASE!!

I know there are ppl who don't like me too.

But I am just me,

I just follow the rules.

Yeah, I am "skema"

but what's wrong?

Am here to study , to gain knowledge and experiences.

and the most important is I just starting to learn about HUMAN.

So scary, yet so nice.

I just try my best to grab any chance to learn something new.

I used to be a coward in the class,

I used to be shy.

But,

I wana try.

I wana change.

I dun want to spend my 5 and half yrs without nth to get at the end.

AM ambitious, I know.

Maybe ppl will say me "MINTA PUJI"

But, 

BETTER THAN "MINTA KEJI" Right?

I dun understand why ppl keep complaining others while they are also having the same flaws too.

I HAVE TOO.

I never say that am good nor bad.

I just like to being myself.

I just try, try and try.

I believe GOD KNOW BETTER THAN US.

God is fair.

I believe.

 

D day

等了那么久，

成绩终于出了。

我觉得上天对我很好。

有进步，

虽然不多。

可是，

也满足了。

毕竟成绩放榜的那一天，

恰好是庆祝教师节。

我得到幸运抽奖。

哈哈。。。。

也算是一种安慰。

那么多年了，

这是我第二次中奖。

嗯，

加油吧~~~

对了，

我还学会做巧克力。

哈哈~~

真好。

以后就可以自己做巧克力吃了。

^_^

Sigh

I really want to hold my words from "bursting" out from my mouth.

But this time, I really2 dun have any idea and reason to hold it anymore.

This college is sick!

I dun wana say it, but

I cnt accept it,

how come a college cnt have the basic facilities? No electricity, broken plugs, water shortage, no wireless connection...........

Oh Man! 

How they can expect us to excel in our study under such a condition.

Yeah, I knw,

maybe certain ppl will thk that these all are nt a big problems with them, but for me, they are! 

For example, during assignment "peak" hours, we really need "current" bha~~haih...

sigh~~~~~

and sometimes, the action is not taken. I dun knw la~~Tired of this things already. Anyway, I still have another 2yrs to go. Really wish that everything will be fine, Really FINE~~~