Sunday, January 19, 2014

Now then, I realised. Thank you.

I admit I thk a lot and it put me on bad mood sometimes.
But by thinking, am able to reflect esp on myself.

This year just started and I could sense the tense of the upcoming days.
Day by day, 
I learn something new.
Day by day,
I realise who they are.
Day by day,
I realise who I am.

and finally, I understand how things work.

We are forced to change. Nothing is going to be the same, like always. 
Things come and definitely will go someday.
I always think that we come to this world as a loner,
and will back to ground as lones as well.
So, I started not to care much. Believe me, the more you care, the more you get hurt. It nvr fail.
We are just human and we often forget that we are just human.
Don't expect too high on others, but yourself.
The most and only valuable asset that everyone possesses is himself/herself.
So, love ourselves more. Listen to our heart rather than ppl voice.

Now then I realised,
we are not the same anymore.
We argue, we fight, but all in silence.
You know what? Silence, in fact, is the loudest cry of a woman.

To make things look good, stay perfect. We choose to avoid telling our feelings, our thoughts. 
Because, its seemed so wrong to ruin the prefectioness. 
I know what I know, but I am not sure if am supposed to know.
And for sure, I have no ideas on others knowings as am not interested.
I miss the old me. When I totally could get myself out from all the rumours and gossips. 
The insensitivity towards others. That's part of me.

Don't...
tell
love
trust
too much.

Ultimately, we are the one will get hurt. 

#Tiredwiththisnonsenseworld#

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Appreciate, now.

Seize the moment now.
and be grateful with what we have.
The future is too far for us to think about. The uncertainty.

Thank you my love. =)

Friday, January 10, 2014

The truth

The more that I discover about human,
the more that I love dogs. 

#peoplechangeBUThopeneverfade#

Saturday, January 4, 2014

或许这就是成长的滋味

过了一个年,好像瞬间长大了。
知道了一些事情,
其实一点也不好过。

难道这就是长大的滋味?

对于去年一整年来说,我是过得不错的了。

家人都很好,
我也很好。

虽然,感情一直空窗,但是我还是过得很好。

经历了一些事之后,才会发现自己要的是什么。
过去的懵懂无知,造就了今天的我。

有些事,是怎么学,也学不会个精通。
那些课本没写的,我们都得一一去发现,去亲身体会。
体验人生。
人生是无常的,是无奈的,无理的,
但是,
地球还是照样转,日子还是得过。
我很常在想,如果我一直的这样想下去,什么时候才会是尽头?
 以前很爱找答案,总觉得任何事情都得有个解释,交代。
随着时间飞逝,我才渐渐明白不是每件事都有答案,
 是自己无法释怀,无法交代的是对自己的心。
拿得起,总得学习放下。
如果每件事都爱转牛角尖,都得把事事看的彻底,
那么, 我们并不会快乐。
知道越多,并不代表会明白更多。甚至有时候,只会增加对对方的猜测。
多余的猜疑,会让人很痛苦。
而往往痛的只有一个人知道而已,那就是自己。
而为何要和自己过不去?

我在学习。我的人生还很长。
我在学习,如何面对生活的种种。
那些快乐和不快乐,
那些真相和谎言,
那些善良和恶意,
那些爱与不爱。

人生有两条路要走。
一条,是必须走的。
而另一条,是我们想走的。
我们必须把必须走的,走完,
才可以把那条想走的,走的漂亮。

人生没有绝对的黑与白,
却有着灰色地带。
放宽心看世界,
会比较好过点。
毕竟


Friday, January 3, 2014

Happy happy new year!!!

Happy New Year to all! yeah, its 2014!and this is my first post of the year. It'd been awhile I din update my blog as I was away for my hols. Hahaha.Hols is meant for doing nothing and RELAX (awesome) well, at least I spent more quality time with my family esp with my dad.

Yes, its new year. Want to do some throwback?(feeling meeehhh). I thk I have lost some memories about 2013(the fact that am getting older*sigh) anyway, I have good time in 2013 even though encountered some conflicts. But well, it is a part of our lives. 

As the time passes, I realised I have grown up. I mean I have to. Although no big issues or cases happened in the past few years, those little and minor things have tought me a lot. 

As for 2014, the year of horse (ma year), I don't expect much on it. For me, a new year  means another chance for me to reflect on myself and do better in next time. Since it is the final year for my study, I believe that I need to work hard to the max and enjoy it to the fullest! hehehe

Thanks 2013 and thank you God for everything! For blessing and loving my family, me and my friends. 

A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU!!! Being positive is always wonderful~~~It makes life less miserable. Be grateful for everything you have. Time do no wait and nth is eternal. Carpe diem. 


2014, ai ni yi shi. (love you forever).
Wishing that this year will continue be a good or better year for me.
 To my family and friends,
All all the best! and stay healthy (seriously)
and
always be happy~~^_^

#timepassesthingschangeButlearningdoesnotstop

~Have a nice weekends~