最近这几年，
我都过得很好。
很快乐。
就算遇到让人不愉快的事，
总会很快的好起来。
这几年，
我真的很幸福。
我自个都忘了上次哭是什么时候。
是去年。
我伯父过世的时候。
能不哭是好事。
没理由让你哭，更是幸福到家。
可是，
我却很想找个理由哭。
很久没哭了。
有时候，总觉得缺了什么。
只记得笑。
如果忘了哭，我怕我会变得不懂的哭了。
所以，
久久我就会找个理由来哭。
想想伤心事，
哪怕是看个悲伤地戏也好，
总要哭出来。
这几年，我都是那么过的。
总比被别人伤了心哭好。
别人不懂我为何那么做。
可是，
我知道就好了。
哭过就好了~~~
#晚安了世界#
I would like to add on another tip.
#11: Over exposed to sound pollution.
Seriously, I could not pay a little focus attention especially when I am reading or writing something, if there's noise. I dislike alot when ppl make noise purposely when they aware that someone is trying hard to concentrate. Perhaps they are attention seekers but to me, it just shows how childish you are and you lost my respect.
#fedupwiththeseppl#
The practical is almost come to the end.
I am still having complicated relationship with teaching.
Sometimes, I do love teaching but sometimes don't.
I love because I enjoyed every moment when my kids learn some thing new.
I love because I know I can help them to improve or to alter their lives.
I love because I see the classroom is a teaching lab for me to carry out all those pedagogical hypothesis.
I love just the way how my teachers love me always.
Until today, I still remember how my teachers used to teach me, guide me and help me. The way they nurturing me might different from what educators doing nowadays, but what I learnt, I learnt it by heart.
Thank you teacher.
However, I felt demotivated at times because somethings just could extinguish your teaching excitement.
Clerical work=>overload.
Educational policies=>keep on changing
Resources/materials(trainees)=>lacking/not comprehensive
So far, that are the reasons why I don't like teaching sometimes, especially the first one. I personally believe that teachers should not be asked to do so much clerical work as the core role is to teach. And, I hope the authority would take some initiative to reduce the burden placed on the teachers. By then, we can have more flexible time to teach and thus improve the quality of students' learning.
The significance of a teacher did not show through how much they should do for the children but it is about what we can do beyond the chalkboard.
#mcmlaIdahposting#
Anyway, I should keep my love to teaching more than the "dis-likeness". #positivethinking# and I believe I can!! Fighting!!
