Today.....=)

Today,

I think I did not do well for the paper.

I was blank and I was lost.

Sitting in the exam hall,

Looking at the question paper,

I felt like want to cry,

Oh No,

I mean, 

I really wanted to cry.

This feeling  resembled me when I was in my secondary school.

I used to be like that.

I cry,

If I did not do well in exam.

I cry,

If I did not manage to score high mark.

I cry,

If my result drops.

And now,

I cry again.

Just because I feel guilty to myself. What more, to my family.

I believe I can do better.

But I was too confident with myself.

I did my part 

AND

I cannot do anythg else,

after the exam is over.

The only thing I can do,

Just pray hard to God.

Only God know how I feel,

How much I have endured all this while,

And

How much I pay for it.

I did not ask for many,

I just want to gain, 

What deserved me the most,

And

What I deserve to be.

Only God know.

#AlwaysRememeberGod#